Warmness of the soul,

Had a late night yesterday. Supposingly to meet Meien for breakfast but my gastric acted up again. Such a spoiler always. I hate having late nights without food. This will always be the results.
Chatted w J for awhile then headed to bed. Slept at around 3am.
Woke up at 9am, was dragged out of bed. I wanted so much to sleep!!
bathe, changed and went out w family.

home-ed in the afternoon, wanting to take a nap, but I was feeling hungry, I ate and then didnt wanna sleep because its very bad for the health.
Online for an hour or two, back to my room to watch teevee.
Out to church at 5.30pm. & aft church, back home.
Just ate dinner & I'm feeling very very very very BLOATED.
Ok, I'm gonna be fat k! I ate 3 meals today. fuck shit.
I wanna go on diet.
Maid is going back tmr! No one is gonna have heart-to-heart talk w me every night before I go to bed!! I hate goodbyes & farewells, really.
But she'll be back on April!
Elder bro is coming back tmr, cant wait!!

Yang Meien is so sweet ytd night while webcamming. I was watching my teevee and she kept, "OI! HELLOOO XINGANNNNN! LOOK HERE! LOOK AT ME!!!!"
and when I turned, this is what she did,

haha, thank God for those happy pills that really brighten up my day always. I love you all.


If you're not the one,
why do I always dream of you.