1 more day,

One more fucking day and I can see my dearest baby boy!!!! ^.^
Excited much...
Busy day today, walking up and down totally makes my leg feels damn sore...
Christmas Eve tmr and I have yet to shop gifts for baby! :/
Might giving him in a later stage I guess...
Christmas Day will definitely be an enjoyable day for me.
Because I'll be heading out with baby and his mum! heehee.
A Family Day with them..? :)


I'm starting to miss that sily boy now! ):
Waiting for his call now..
I remember when I was young, when I watched tv at how girls cried when those guys left them, I felt it was damn stupid because its just merely a breakup.
But when I'm together with this silly boy, I totally understand how it feels for someone you loved so much to leave you. It just seems like a missing piece is missing in your heart and it feels empty deep inside.
I admit at times I regret being with him, way back when he totally treats me like shit.
But as times goes by, this relationship, that started 2 years ago, became strong and is going fine now...
I really hope times like this would stay.


When I was chatting on the phone with him, at times, when he mentioned his particular bitch that entered into his life before, I feel really uneasy...
I dont know why I would have the feeling of losing him like how I did last year.
After being apart with each other for a month, we're back together again and it continues.
But during that point of time, both of us have another partner which we know we can never stay together with them for long as our hearts still longs for one another.
I remembered how I begged him to come back and he just refuses. That feeling was totally awful when he would totally avoid your phone call, knowing that call was from you.
And each night when I sleep, I couldnt hear his voice at all, and all I could do was cry myself to sleep.
I dont know why I'm writing all these.. Just thinking back while blogging...
But well, baby assured me he would never leave me for someone else again and he will always remain faithful.
I hope this is what he promised and he would fulfil it to the end. :)

2 more days,

Its just 3 more days from Christmas! :)

I'm so excited to spend Christmas with baby this year. Last year wasnt well spent with, because baby wasnt by my side to celebrate it with me as we were separated for a month.

But im glad, very glad he is back by my side now.

Hectic work that I have totally no time to spend with baby... ):

Havent been spending time with him, almost about 2 weeks. Quite sad, but im happy because I have an understanding boyfriend who understands me most!

Feeling sleepy now. *yawns*

Goodnight!!

How to talk to an angel,

Best cousins!!

I'm waiting for baby to call me, but I dont know when will he be calling me!

it's gonna be a busy day tmr!!

I havent been seeing baby for 2 days.. ): totally sad to the max.

bet he's out there working hard now for our future. I love you, baby.

There's a saying that goes, "It doesnt pays good to be kind" is totally true..

Maybe I should really listen to what others told me, to always open my big eyes and see which friends are really true.

Now that I've got baby with me, I doubt I would need unnecessary people.

Anyway, I watched xiaxue's wedding proposal last night and I swear her boyfriend was so fucking sweet. I wish baby would be that sweet when he proposed to me. ^.^

Its just 8 more days to Christmas, and then its the end of 2009! hahah!

Busy busy life now! Shall usher in the new year with baby!

Life,

Mundane life. I havent been meeting anyone lately though I've promised to meet some people months ago and so on...
All of a sudden, I miss my secondary school life. I miss the times I go crazy with everyone. Skipping maths lessons, having those retarded conflicts but yet we're still close as ever.
I miss hanging out after school with the usuals.
I miss the teachers in SJC. I miss those lil ones I know there too.
All in all, I have bad and good times in SJC. Those unforgettable memories there.


I miss friends that really brought me out of my darkest moment when I was drastically down.
I know I've promised many that I'll meet them soon, but yet nothing is done. oops, I'm sorry! :/ will try to meet all of you as soon as I have the time ok?


just ended the call with baby! super fun chat today! I'm looking forward for such conversation everyday! :)
It's really great to talk to your boyfriend with full of laughter and jokes all night long!!!^.^
Baby wants me to go to bed early! so I'll be hitting the sack soon! :)
Meanwhile, Goodnight in advance!!

Dying inside,

Christmas is approaching in a weeks time. There's so much to hampers to send! and the truth is that I love sending hampers and wishing people, 'Merry Christmas.'
Then you get those jolly smiles and people getting all excited and happy to receive the hampers they received.
Its really a seasons of greetings, a seasons of giving and a seasons of love.


I havent got my Christmas gift ready yet! Oh dear....
Think I'll be rushing through everything again!! I'll just making something special for certain special people..
well, December is really a happening year for me..
2009 is gonna end soon!! Lets all hope 2010 will be a good year for all of us?:)
Going to bed in 15 mins time!! ^.^
Goodnight!!

2nd,

Happy 2nd Anniversary, BabyKing!

I've told you what I wanted to say in the message. but still,

I wanna tell you why I love you so much.

I love the way you hug me from the back whenever I wash your dishes for you,

I love the way you kiss me on my cheek,

I love the way you hug me so tightly, telling me never to leave you,

I love the way your lips touches mine.

I love the way you feed me.

I love the way you tell me how perfect I am to you.

I love the way you look when you're jealous.

I love the way you care for me.

I love the way you love me.

I love you cooking for me my every meal.

I love your smell.

I love the every surprises you gave me.

Thank you baby, for being the ultimate one.

I love you very much! (L)

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Just rushing this post and after this, I might be heading to bed.

So today its my elder bro's birthday and we went to Jumbo Restaurant @ East Coast Park to celebrate this occasion. But nevertheless, I hope he enjoyed himself! :)

HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY, BRO!!!

Dont think I'll be heading anywhere tmr though. :(

Alright, im heading to bed, super tired now, thought i've slept till like 3pm?! hahah.

Goodnight, earthlings!

The best,

Deeply missed!

Pretty lazy to upload the photos today, but I'll upload them on fb if I'm not having this lazy mood now.

woke up at 1pm today, super shag... had a tiff with baby this evening too.

but overall, I guess we're fine now.

In 5 days, its gonna be my 2nd year anniversary. I dont know what to do and I have no idea what to surprise baby too.

Time really passes by real fast. things are just speeding fast too.

wordy post, I dont like, but yea, I'll lengthen my post if I can ok?

thats all for today!