bottom of my heart,

trying to upload a pix but apparently it failed. so let this be a wordy post.

Been spending almost 2 weeks with Love and today is the start of his first day at work.
not sure how he is gonna juggle his life with school and work.
but all I could see is him putting effort in this relationship.
he could actually choose not to start work now and wait till his school ends and then find a job, but no, he started it now because all he wants is to give me a good life, pampering me with foods and sometimes stuff that I wanna get like clothes or nail polish.
Although I rejected him, he insisted in paying for me still and his reason to me will always be, 'because I love you'. I never dream of rushing into marriage.
I've never dream of getting married young because no man has ever gave me the sense of security and stability in my future. but for this one man, he changed my thinking. he made me believed, that indeed, there will always be a better man if I moved on and I'm really glad I found him. I always tried loving someone else, but I realised that most of them were actually just merely infatuations.

Till I met Jaden and he turned my life around.
Right now, I'm just waiting patiently for the day he kneels down and make me his wife.
I dont mind getting married young, but I guess its the person who you gonna live with that matters. and I'm really happy and cant wait to live with Jaden. :)
okay enough of ranting. hahaha shall turn in now..
goodnights, xoxo.