Like a hurricane

New year 2012

2012-01-04T23:12:00.006+08:00

I spent the last day of 2011 with the family and then I met the BFF and co the very first day of 2012.
I had a wonderful and eventful day and I swear I enjoyed myself very very much.
This is to the wonderful people who have been there for me in 2011 and has never left me when life didnt went smoothly for me,

Rachel;
The dear girl who doesnt meet me much,
but shes always a text away.
Whenever things wasnt right for me,
she was there for me.
Comforting me, lending me her shoulders to cry on.
I thank you for that.
My one & only Sis.
Thank you for everything.
I'm glad to have you in my life.
This friendship doesnt stop.

Novell;
The BFF in my life.
Though we didnt know each other for long,
but we got along fine and eventually,
became closer than anyone of us would thought,
we would be what we are now.
Thank you for being there,
when I cry, when I needed someone.
That night, I was having a terrible night,
but you called me for the first time.
asking me if I was alright.
I felt loved though we werent close at all.
and you were the very first one to ring me up.
It was you,
who made me stand on my own feet, and you make me realise I can move on without him and I dont need him at all.
The first time you texted me, 'if you need me, just tell me, I'll come down.'
I was really touched, honestly.
Thank you BFF. For everything.
The memorable memories you gave me for the last few months of 2011.
Now its 2012, it will still carry on and I will always love you like how I do now. :)
Remember what we always tell each other?
"Best friend dont need to say, Thank you & Sorry.'
Yup. Just the 'iloveyou' and it's always the effort and thoughts that counts.
:D

Hubert;
My best brother in life now. Thank you for being so supportive & protective of me.
Be it in clubs, or anywhere we go.
Thank you for always protecting me.
knowing you'll always be there, I know I fear nothing.
You were there too, for me, when I was going thru a hard time.
Getting over J. But you and novell, pulled me out of this shit.
Giving me time to move on.
not even pushing me out of it and best of all, supporting me in whatever decision I make.
thank you so so so much.
No words can ever explain how much I cherish you and Novell.
I thank God for the both of you and I never want to lose anyone of you.
Thank you!

I never wanna lose anyone of them and I am what I am now because of them.
Life is definitely awesome when I have them.
Best present of 2011 and I want them in my life till death do us part.

Christmas 2011

2011-12-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

I spent my Christmas with these wonderful girls along with their boyfriends.
I had one of the best times of my life this year. With all the impromptu planning and arrangment.
But everything still turns out well.
Hope everyone had an enjoyable time too!!

I'm over and done with all the false hope you gave me.
but however, I thank you for bringing so much laughter to my life before.
I manage to pick myself up because I'm done with your lies.

take care.

Forever and always,

2011-12-07T09:31:00.002+08:00

Been on an hiatus for way too long, wanted to blog last night but internet was being a bitch.
For the past one month of my life, so much has happened. But nevertheless, I had my best friends & girlfriends to tide those bad times with me.
And of cos, this important guy that played a big role in my life for almost two months.

J,
You taught me how to love and not ask for anything in return. Because there's you, I grew up.
Whatever I've done for you before, I've NEVER done for anyone in the past. Be it waking up super early to prepare early breakfast for you knowing you had an important tests to sit for and you need some food in your tummy. Going the extra miles for you and whatsoever.
I dont ask for you to do anything in return, but all I need to know is that you're happy.
We had this argument last week, which made me realise how unreasonable I could be when feelings takes control of me.
Yes, I'm being too dependent on you that every weekend, I'm looking forward to spending it with you.
There may be a barrier between us, but I'm gonna overlook that barrier and just live as each day passes by.
I dont know if you would even come across my blog. I wish you would one day..
I kind of like the way we are now. I'm sorry for being a bitch the previous week, till now I still feel bad. Perhaps I'm paranoid, but I just feel we somehow seem to drift apart bit by bit.
I dont want this feeling and I never like this feeling......
I'll always be here for you, ALWAYS.

Club Soul,

2011-10-23T20:50:00.004+08:00

Soul again with the girlfriends, Weining, Novell, Xiaoxuan and some others.
Not bad, the company was a fantastic one! Never been this crazy in club before but the people made it perfect.
Round 2 on Tues. cant wait.

Club Ratchada

2011-09-11T17:58:00.002+08:00

had a eventful night on sat. met Rachel in town with Eddy. then head over to Heeren to wait for Edwin.
Drink, drank, drunk at Ratchada. had so much fun with all the people there. Glad that I'm always with great people when it comes to drinking.
Cab home with Rachel & Eddy at about 1am plus cos I was alr too drunk to even carry on. LOL.
The rest of the photos gonna be up when Rachel has uploaded it on facebook.

threesome

2011-08-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

Long long time since I last blogged. Lost my blogging bug, so hence the less update now....
Clearing some dust in here now because some people told me that whenever they come to my blog, it's always the same old post they see with no updates.
I'm sorry! :/
I met these two awesome bitch last week. Marche with Jo and a lil bit of catch-up with Rachael.
Times changes, people change. But I'm still glad that we're still in contact even after leaving school for 3 good years.
It's also about time to meet up with the rest. :)

First date,

2011-04-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

Watched Hall Pass last night with the Boyfriend, Fabian and Shaun. I swear that movie really did made me had a good laugh. met up with my awesome girls too! Shimin & Rachael Pong. Been ages since we last met up!

The Boyfriend is over at Tekong now. Super boring weeks ahead. Gonna stay at home and sleep till April is over. HAHAHAH. alright, goodbye.

Officially,

2011-02-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

NOW, I can officially drive on the road legally. Been driving without a license with worries. For now, worry no more! :D
So mum is throwing a party for me on sunday. Not bad uh.
Quite a happy girl recently!
And I need a new hair colour which will stay permanently. been dye-ing red and brown, but it just fades to gold. I dont like it.

Chinese New Day One,

2011-02-16T22:07:00.005+08:00

Late update! Havent had the time to update all pictures for Chinese New Year! so here it is! :)

Cut birthday cake,

Lou hei for good luck and fortune,

and we ended with a karaoke session with all the oldies. Overall, I did enjoy myself very much over there.. Great way to start my chinese new year too.

After which, met Kelvin, Rong Jun, Yang and Shimin.
Head over to Scott's place and then left with Shimin because she had to go home.

Last day of Chinese New Year tmr!! and then we had to wait for next year again.

Hope everyone had a fun and filling CNY because I had an awesome one.

Late post,

2011-02-08T22:12:00.002+08:00

This guy's birthday fell exactly on the first day of CNY. So celebrated it with him at his Aunt's place with his family and relatives.

Happy 29th Birthday!

I really need to find my blogging bug back!

Happy First,

2011-01-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

Happy First Month, Baby.
It's just one month only, but I hope we can go further.
You've cheered me up when I'm frustrated,
lend me a listening ear when I needed it.
And when I keep problems inside me,
you always want me to voice it out,
because you wanna share my problems with me.
I love you for being so thoughtful and understanding too.
I love you.

Happiness,

2011-01-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

Every Sat was suppose to be the day I spend almost quality time with my boyfriend. But today is exceptional because we're going shopping tmr! heehee and I'm afraid I cant get up on time.

Then its gonna be back to the boring weekdays again. Time passes by real fast today.

Monday onwards, I'm gonna be a good girl. I aint gonna go out till the weekends are here again.

Must maintain and refrain from going out.

I miss you,

2011-01-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

So I failed my first traffic police all because the stupid tester is so one-kind! damn it.

Anyway, I've booked for my 2nd tp on 21st feb! I think I have more confidence this time and I must be careful!!

Jeremy is back in Tekong and there goes a boring weekdays. I hate weekdays, I hate army. :(

Just got to wait for the weekends now!!

Okay, gonna sleep soon! Dim sum at Carlton Hotel tmr~

Everything,

2011-01-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

Best Brother. (L)

Yesterday had a wonderful night with the usuals and the craziest clique ever, just that it was without Shimin.

Gambling, drinking was all we did for the whole night. Enjoyable night I had with them!(L)

Getting my license tmr. I hope I do well and pass it tmr! I wanna drive on the road officially!!

May God bless me! :)

Happy 2011,

2011-01-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year Everybody!

It's a brand new 2011 now! Let's hope everything goes smoothly for everyone!! I enjoyed the first day of 2011 very much.
On the last day of Dec 2010, I went to church with my family. Halfway thru, we left because dad was afraid we would be stuck in the traffic jam after church!!

Cab down to Ratchada to meet up with the awesome people. When we reached, they have alr started the countdown and within a blink of an eye, it was alr 2011!
And the first person who was standing right in front of me for 2011 is my dearest boyfriend, Jeremy Chong. heheh.
So drank super alot and I think I was drunk that I dont even remember what I did yesterday. But I think I remembered the shemale fell flat in front of me after the whole club ended. hahahah cos he was dead drunk! lol!! I think I was home at about 4am plus :)

And of cos, the awesome people like my dearest Boyfriend, Edwin, Rongjun, Kazua and all those who were there ytd, thank you so much for making the start of 2011 a great one! I had an awesome night I swear!
So now baby is at my place! haha, he's gonna stay till tmr morning~ ^.^
I think I'm gonna be a happy girl for 2011. hahahah!

Christmas Post,

2010-12-28T01:22:00.020+08:00

Since Facebook doesnt allow me to upload pictures, I shall upload it! Took me 1 hour to upload everything!!
Feeling really sleepy now! Gonna sleep any moment! :(
New Year's eve, another drinking session. Totally enjoy life now.
Okay, byebye!

Great Christmas 2010

2010-12-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I had a wonderful Christmas Day!! Great company always makes it enjoyable. Left the house at about 4pm plus, train to town and head over to Grandma's for dinner. Food wasnt that bad! After which, train-ed down to Boat Quay and started our drinking session!

Dice, Cards and Bottoms Up!! enjoyed myself very much.

Cant upload the pictures onto facebook yet! Attempted FOUR times, but failed!!!-.-

shall upload it tmr again!!

Love to all!!!

All the good things,

2010-12-22T10:16:00.002+08:00

A good friend is hard to find but I'm glad I had someone like Ho Shi Min. Sharing every little secrets we have, sharing everything that happened in our daily life, and we can talk everything and anything under the sun.
Working with her was indeed a great one! Enjoyable, fun and most importantly, GREAT COMPANION.
I think I forgotten how I know her. :/

I think my driving instructor cheat me for $30!!! so pissed off and he's always going for breakfast or lunch when its my driving time! How can like that?!
Make me waste $52 bucks is it?!
Not gonna recommend him to anyone, but now I hope I can pass my driving on Jan.
Christmas is coming!!! I think its gonna be a perfect one!

Unexpected,

2010-12-15T18:29:00.005+08:00

I used to fight alot with this idiot. But unexpectedly, we would be going out together daily. He's not a bad brother though. :) Just that at times, he would be pissing people off to the maximum.
but still, I'm quite glad that I have this family although we may fought and have our differences.

work start!! hampers is starting this week!! Plus its gonna be even more fun with Shimin.
and Christmas is just next week, excited maximum!!
I have lost my blogging bug. so I shall just blog short post. till I retrieve back my blogging bug!
till then!

Bro's POP

2010-12-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

Elder Bro's Passing Out Parade today! Congratulations! It's my first time being in such thing. so it was really an eye opener. :)

Things at home isnt so pleasant at the moment, so I hope things will be better soon.

I want a good christmas, a good new year and a good start for 2011.

I hope people around me will be happy.

Love,

2010-12-03T02:11:00.000+08:00

In your eyes, I'd like to stay.

For all the times,

2010-12-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hi! having lazy bones in updating my blog, but I'm gonna update now because I'm way too bored! woke up and met Jianhao downstairs, bus over to Compasspoint and then had lunch at KFC.. As usual, he's always a clown. LOL
Saw Yuwen & RongRong while eating too!! ate finish, and walked over to Jianhao's block, waited downstairs for him to change and walked back to Compass.
He cab-ed over to find his friends while I cab home after which.

Sufen came over at about 9pm. Chit-chat and we left for dinner + supper at Punggol Nasi Lemak with Fabian and Calvin.
Home at about 11.30pm. Too full to sleep..
Life like this, I like. Good friends, good life. I dont need alot of friends, just these few is enough.
Never ever gonna do foolish things for friends that never appreciate anything.

Memories,

2010-11-28T21:01:00.003+08:00

Supposingly to attend Tricia's BBQ at Pasir Ris ytd. But last min changes!! Went out with Fabian to meet Jianhao and we cab to Anchorvale CC. Actually planned to stay there for awhile and go to Pasir Ris, but time was getting late, and Shijia and Kian wanted to mahjong. So decided to stayed there.
Not bad though. Had a great time laughing at Fabian, Rong Jun & Jeremy. hahah!
I think my lil bro is obsessed with pool and I think he loves being gay. LOL.
Jianhao left for home. So Fabian, Rong Jun, Jeremy, his girlfriend and me walked to Anchorvale 7-11 and after which slack around while they were waiting for the rest to come.
Left at about 9pm plus and cab to compass. bought burger king because I nearly had gastric, was fucking hungry..
then cab over to fetch Shijia and home.
Mahjong till 7am and I just woke up not long ago!!! Feel like sleeping again later. hahaha.

Mummy is getting my xmas present for me this week I think! Yay! Hi BB BOLD! I wanna get you to me soon! heheh. alrightttt. byeee~

Fabian's Sixteen,

2010-11-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

Pretty lazy to update the rest of the photos, so go to my facebook and take a look!!
had quite an enjoyable night though! BBQ, Mahjong, cards, Chivas and everyone that made the night a great one!
Was quite drunk and wasted though, but I did had fun. So much laughter and everything!!
The people were great, the fun and everything were great too!!
Thanks to those who came and celebrated my little bro's birthday!! (L)
heheh.

Say I'm heartless, say I'm cruel.
I'm sorry, but right from the start, I wanted attention but all you gave me was ignorance.
Everything we shared once, had both good and bad ones.
I'm sorry if because of me, you had to put down your pride, and cried in front of me to prevent me from leaving....
I hope life will be better for you out there.

Happy girl,

2010-11-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

Muahahahaha, I'm back with a smile on my face! because I'm very happy I've moved on..

Thanks to Lovell for all his encouragement & support! I guess without him telling me what to do and how to move on, I will be stuck in this shit for months again.

So anyway, I met him and he was kind enough to accompany me to get my coloured contacts and some stuff for steamboat at home! heheh.

then he went home after which and Kelly & Persis came over for steamboat!!

Mahjong after which and here I am now!

hahaha, mahjong tmr again! cant waitttttt!!!

Okay, gonna get my makeup stuff soooooon!! running out of makeup:(

okieeee! byebye!!

Enough for the time,

2010-11-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

I have nowhere to rant, so I guess I need to type it in this space here to vent out everything.
I guess I'll feel better after doing so. :)
And after doing so, I hope I wouldnt think much about it anymore..

we cant talk, because we'll be facing in a awkward situation and because I can see you're not in the mood to talk either.
Ever since you entered into my life, everything changed. Everyone could see how happy I was being with you, how fortunate I was. Everyone around me felt so happy for us.
But still, that happiness was shortlived. You've left me just too soon.
Why does all good things come to an end? and its so damn fast..
You made me feel like I was the happiest girl because I've never felt this way for so long, and now, I'm back to square one.
You dont have to keep apologising to me, because the hurt you've caused can never be mend with just a "sorry"
I forgive you, but I just cant bring myself to forget all the happy times we had together.
The very first time we spent time together at my place, even though how tired you are, you still came all the way down to my place to meet me because I wanna see you.
I was feeling so touched I swear.
and the very first outing we had, going to Hg Mall for our lunch and went shopping for stuff with me, then mahjong at my place till late and we had our dinner together after that.
I felt so happy for the whole day because I had you by my side for a day.
And just a few days later, everything just ended... It really wasnt unexpected.
I miss you very much, I really do....
You have left a big impact in my life that I somehow cant seem to forget them.
I miss how you make me laugh every night just by talking to you on the phone.
I miss how you make me smile to myself while texting you.
I miss how you tease me just to make me smile.
I miss how you always call me to hold you when we go out.
I miss how you made every effort to be with me.
I miss how you made me feel so loved.
I miss how you hug me and gave me that sense of security I've longed for so long.
I miss how you feed me when we eat.
I miss how you know I dont smoke red, and you asked if anyone have normal menthol for me to smoke when everyone around smoke red.
I miss you calling me baby and saying goodnight to me every night.
I miss how you tell me how much you love me.
were all those words from your heart or was it just a lie to make me feel happy?
I seriously miss everything about you, everything we had, everything we share.
2 weeks wasnt that long, but you left a great impact.
I really miss you very much.
I dont know if you still read my blog like how you used to everytime you open your eyes and that is the first thing you do.
I know it hurts not only me but you when you decided to walk away because you dont wish to be a burden to me, but still I want you to be happy.
I miss all your jokes and most importantly...I miss you.
I really hope, you would come back soon.

Over and done with,

2010-11-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

haha, everything was gone like in just one night. But whatever. I'm fine now! :)
Mass messages was sent to my phone when I woke up this afternoon, haha, thanks for the care and concern everyone! Dont worry, I'm still going on well, nothing is gonna bring me down.
I was taught a lesson, and I've learnt from it. So no difference. Isnt the first time anyway.

Okay, tmr is gonna be a long long day! Going to the market early in the morning to shop for ingredients because dad wanna have steamboat at home on wed! then heading down for my driving and then overnight mahjong. OMG.
Pray hard I can concentrate on my driving tmr.
Okay, gonna take a shower now!! :D

Always waiting,

2010-11-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

Feeling so moody, and I'm in front of my lappy now, waiting for you to text me. You hang up the phone almost an hour ago and you have not sent me a text.

I'm waiting and still waiting.. I dont know when you would wanna text either.

I have no idea why I'm feeling so fucked up now. I'm becoming more short-tempered lately.

I dont wanna stay this way, but fuck, I need anger management.

Anyway, this afternoon, head down to town for godsis's baptism in church and then Buffet at Hotel Grand Pacific. Didnt eat much though because I had no appetite.

But they had awesome Lotus Soup and I think I drank 3 or 4 bowls of it.

Super delicious~

and now I'm skipping dinner? but I'm feeling hungry.

Am I angry because I'm hungry? zzzzzzz-.-

Can you send me a text now? like now?! now?! now?! now?!?!

Gonna be happy from now on,

2010-11-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

You can judge me for all you want, but if you dont know the full story, dont talk about it.
Yes, I've broken up with my ex-boyfriend.
I wanna be free from all sufferings and miseries. For those close to me, will know how much I've gone thru and how much tears I've wasted.
It's really time to put a stop to all these and move on.
Yeah, although we've been together for 3 years ( in this coming Dec ) but whats the point of being together with someone who makes me cry every night?
I'm a girl who needs lots of attention from my partner. I've been neglected for the past 6 months. tell me, do I have enough patience?
I've been waiting for him to change for the past 3 years, did he? No..
so tell me, will there be happiness if we are together?
So, dont judge before you know the whole scenerio ok!

And this is to all my friends who supported me and encouraged me when I made this decision,
Thank you very much! ♥
It has been a long and tedious road. I finally understood what most of you had tried to put into my brain. well, I've finally woken up from my "coma" :)
And all I seek for now is, Happiness..

I'm sorry,

2010-11-08T17:50:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry if I've let you down in some way or another.
Maybe its best for us to give each other a break, a break whereby we needed it after so long..
Its time to think of what we really want in life.
Are we really in need of each other like how we needed each other for the past 2 years plus?
Because of your selfish act, I've learnt how to be independent. I've learnt how to stand on my own, and rely on myself.
When I needed you, you werent there.
When I cry, all I asked from you is to lend me a listening ear, comfort me, but no, all you ever do is to tell me, "I'll call you back" and then there isnt anymore sound from you.
I'm tired of waiting for your call every night.
I'm tired of having to always take the initiative to keep this relationship and not let it drift.
But yet, I see you putting no effort in it.
Its pointless if it's only One hand is clapping. It doesnt make any sound, it takes two hands.
I still love you, but just lesser than before.
I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being hurt.
I'm tired of the way you think of yourself and not me.
I still remembered once when I asked you, "why I call you and you did not answer?"
and your reply was, "I dont feel like."
That was the answer that totally tore me apart and I still remember it clearly.
I dont know if you would read this, but I guess being a bachelor suits you the most.
No point of me holding on when you show me you aint interested anymore.
I'm sorry for leaving, I've broke our promise. I've left you.
I hope we can still be friends, I'll always remember the memories we had once shared, everything we've gone thru.
Take care of yourself.

Trials ahead,

2010-10-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

I wished to see us walking down the aisle hand in hand.

I wish to hear you telling me you love me everyday.

I wish to hear your voice as often as I could like before.

I wanna change myself.

The bad tempered and attitude I have, it will be gone soon.

I'm sorry for the times I used to be so possessive, probably its because I dont wish to lose you.

You're everything I have.

Everything that I know, is whats worth fighting for.

Make me feel that its worth it for everything I do for you.

Gone for long

2010-10-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

I've been gone for long, so I think its time I should be a daily blogger like what I was before.

Recent posts were update using my iphone, hence the updating wasnt that good.

Life has been mundane, isnt as exciting as before. So I wont be blogging much too.

But I miss the life I had with Baby. Really missed those happy days...

Anyway, I looked at the calendar of 2011 this afternoon and baby's birthday falls on Chinese New Year Eve! ahahaha. Hopefully I can celebrate with him on Chinese New Year itself! :)

having so much plans now, just for the one and only. so yeap.

and in just 2 months, its gonna be our 3rd Anniversary :)

so much to do just for that one man.

hahaha, okay. I'm gonna sleep early tonight. Mahjong marathon tmr again. hahaha!

Goodnight everybody! :)

Sweet 18th girl,

2010-10-01T03:10:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday!!
Hope you enjoy your birthday
to the fullest!!
With lots of love & misses!
Sorry for the typo!!! Omg!

Tired

2010-09-30T01:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes being frustrated most of the time can really worn a person out. And everyone has a limit to their patience.

Finally over,

2010-09-28T00:13:00.001+08:00

After a hard work today, we're finally home!! Vivo had hella lots of delivery to send! 35 deliveries!!
I think it's really crazy! But hahaha, we bought some for ourselves!! Gonna call lil bro to open a bottle tmr.
Thinking if I should go bkk and give mysef a little break. Mummy is gonna sponsor me my air tix so I have no problem in flying to and fro and lodging I'll be staying at dad's friend's bungalow, which is pretty near town!
Hmmm, need to do some careful consideration! Might ask Godbro to join me! Heheh! Happy maximum!
Ok, I'm gonna sleep now! Mad tired!
Goodnight all!

Just like,

2010-09-23T00:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was mahjong again with Persis, Huai Ping and her friend. Not bad though! Hahaha.
And I'm starting my diet. Heheh eating lots during lunch and skipping dinner!!
I need to stick to my diet plan or else I will grow fatter and fatter!! Hahah! Ok, tmr Vivo is having an International Wine Fair.
So gonna get a bottle of wine for my mommy!!

For all the times you stood by me,

2010-09-21T00:32:00.001+08:00

Accompanied dad to see a Chinese sinseh. Supposingly to do acupuncture, but in the end the doctor said there's no néed for it. So yup! We didn't in the end. :)
After which went to do a bit of work and came home to mahjong till 11.30pm.
And no one win or loses like a wow! Hahahah good game though with so much fun and laughter. Hahah.

You're flying off to vietnam tmr. Hope you take good care of yourself!!

Till the end of time

2010-09-20T03:18:00.001+08:00

Things haven't been going smoothly or good for me. But i guess this is life. Life is never easy to begin with and it can never be smooth sailing all the time.
During this period, of not blogging because my lappy is giving me shit times, I've been playing mahjong for most night!
So if anyone wanna get play, just send me a text!! Hahaha!
Ok lah, I'm using my phone to blog! Time to get lost and sleep! Goodnight!!

For the Birthday girl,

2010-09-08T17:39:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday, Kelly Ang!

Love you big big big big time! :)

Damn wrong,

2010-08-25T20:05:00.002+08:00

Something is wrong with blogger again ok.. Why does it always have attitude problem?!

urgh.

I didnt blog for 2-3 weeks? oops! hahaha, been busy with life. haha, life has been meaningful hurhur. friends and such. life is good now!

Dad's best friend's family from Thai are coming down to Singapore this friday to stay over till Monday.

Gonna be busy with entertaining again and then 4th of Sept going over to dearest Kelly Ang's birthday chalet. wooolala.. Fun and Fun.

mahjong = kick! hahaha.

I love life now and the friends around me. :)

Strawberry Tart,

2010-08-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

Yes yes, this is my Strawberry Tart, Kelly Ang!!! She has been over at my place damn often. Like every week 3-4 times just to play mahjong? hehe, together with my Playmate (Persis), their boyfriends and Tricia and along with my godbro, Kelvin! hahaha.

Ytd mahjong with Tricia, Persis and Kelvin, we ended the game at 4am and I woke up at 8am to go out with my dad because he sent me to woodlands for my final theory test.

But a sleepy me didnt read most of the question carefully and I failed the test. Sigh.

But its alright, I'm retaking it with kelvin! hahah, so at least I have a company with me yozzz.

Mahjong has been a part of me. I dont lose, neither do I win. I have no idea why...

LOL! No win no lose for 2 days straight? brilliant me eh? :D

Hopefully there's mahjong tmr again!! wanna kill boredom. For now, i'm gonna replenish my sleep. Because of the shortage of sleeps, I'M HAVING A FUCKING PIMPLE OUTBREAK.

I wanna sleep now! GOODNIGHT!!!

Gonna miss you so much,

2010-08-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

Its alr 12am now. So I shall say, at about 5am later, we're all gonna send my bro to his army camp.

I'm so gonna miss him so much! :(

For 18 years of my life, he has been with me through everything. bad & good.

Be it no matter how much we quarrel or how much differences we have, still, we never fail to made it up after the next day. I remembered I quarrelled once with him so badly that we ignored each other for 1 whole month. 1 WHOLE FUCKING MONTH. After which, I took the first step to approach him. :)

And now, he's gonna be away from home for 3 months. 3 FUCKING MONTHS.

How to survive like that?! sighhh.. Gonna text him every min to ask him and all.

plus, I hope camp aint gonna make him suffer. :(

Hi bro, to me, no matter what, you're the best brother I ever had in my life.

Even no matter how bad I've been, you never fail to be there for me, advising me things and telling me where have I done wrong.

I'll miss working with you, I'll miss hugging you at home. I'll miss your hair spray smell.

I'll miss you even more.

Thank God for a Brother like you. I love you ultimately much!(L)

Back in action,

2010-08-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hi! Yes I didnt use the comp for about 2 weeks or so I guess?

Mahjong has been part of my life nowadays. Kelly & Persis have been coming over often lately to play mahjong with me. as well as Kelvin. hahah, my mahjong gang..

Game was good, as well as the company! heheh.

everything is alright for now. thanks to those who were concerned for me when I didnt update or worried why I havent been online for weeks. I'm enjoying myself nowadays. I'm fine! :D

So yeap! Probably mahjong again tmr or maybe Rammy. Rammy is poker game, but played in poker tiles. It's a very fun game. Kelvin have learnt how to play it alr and he's getting good in it! haha!

Thats about all!

Happy Belated Birthday to Persis Yap & Nicolette.

Love you both for life. (L)

At best,

2010-07-21T01:31:00.001+08:00

I tried...and I'm still trying my best to be a good girlfriend.

I'm such a failure at times.

Amazing,

2010-07-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

I've cut my fringe. Not of any difference, but its shorter.. my fringe was damn long previously that it always block my side view and even irritating my eyes and face. now I feel much better!

Next, I'm thinking if I should go for short hair or just let my hair grow longer and longer.

omg, confusion. :(

For today, I just went out for awhile and I'm back. Btw, Yoguru's blueberry is da bomb! It taste just exactly like frolick's grape. very much in love with it!!

More and more of 'frolicks' are coming up.. I hope 1 of its outlet will open at green! So I wont have to go to Gardens or Great world to get them!!

tata~ baby is calling me in awhile! bye!

Whatever to bear,

2010-07-14T22:24:00.004+08:00

It's like a damn tiring plus boring day today. Work and work. I'm really getting not used to waking up early in the morning, rushing to bathe and then rushing to put on my makeup before dad leaves the house. Omg... hate rushing.

Just went to visit the salon and snip off my fringe. It looks better now with those LONG LONG fringe always blocking my side view whenever I let them down. Annoying max.

I'm still thinking if I should get my bangs back. LOL, but come to think of it, I doubt it suits me. HAHAHA.

My cousin is trying to irritate me on msn.. but I think he failed, cos what he's trying to do is just amusing me. hahahah, I'm wondering where's my boyfriend at now. what a busy man is he.

Tempted to call him, but am afraid of disturbing him, so I shall wait till he calls then!

I want some stayover!! Anyone? heheheh!

Adios~

And, I very much appreciate if you would click on my nuffnang?!?!?!

I need money :( thank you and love you peeps very much! (L)

Belated,

2010-07-13T21:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 2 YEARS 7 MONTHS, MY DEAREST BABY.

For the past few months, many things have happened.

From us being together and then almost torn apart.

I just dont see a reason why I should give my happiness up.

Having you in my life is the sweetest thing I've ever had.

Thanks for everything you've done for me.

From Tolerance to Patience and to Love.

We may fought and quarrel at times,

but deep down, I still love you the most.

No man or anyone can ever replace you.

Neither do I want to have anyone replacing you anymore.

In this world, there will be no one loving me like you do.

Although you may be hard-hearted at times,

but I know you're just trying to change me.

To be a better girlfriend,

and to stop being wilful.

And to end this post,

I just wanna tell you.....

Baby, I love you! (L)

World Cup Final,

2010-07-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

Today is the Finals for World Cup 2010. The next one will be in 2014. And for this final, I hope Holland would win please! At least let me make up for the past few times I've lost?!?!

I hope Sneijder would play well tonight!! :D

Work today, got woken up at 2pm even though I slept at 4am! Swear I am feeling tired still. not enough sleep!! I'm wondering if I should order mac later and watch World Cup later....

There's nothing to do for now so I'm downloading songs and then at 1am, I'm gonna watch The Moment Of Truth. Cant wait for the show to start and see how many people have cheated on their loved ones. I wish Singapore host such shows and I shall dupe my boyfriend into joining it.

Okay, I'm ending this post!!!

WISH ALL THOSE WHO BET ON TODAY'S FINAL,

GOODLUCKS!

Screw blogger,

2010-07-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hell yeah! Screw blogger again! I cant upload pix again. -.- having problems most of the time. damn.

Work today and met Jingyee at the Esso station for awhile because Dad was pumping petrol just beside her school! Chit-chat abit and we went off. She thinks my highlight is extension! TSK!! and she was cute enough to flip my hair up to see if theres any extension clips! HAHAH!

Lunch with Dad at Ion's Food Opera after which! Expensive, but the food was pretty good.

Been days of using the scrub and the mask and I think my complexion became better and smoother.. Like really! When I touch my face now, its smooth and not rough like the past, and my pimple is getting better because my maid recommend me an Acne Cream from Phillipines! It works great! It works as a moisturizer and it reduces the redness! about 2 or 3 days, the pimple will become skin that can be peeled off. hahah, its damn great!

Those who wanna knows the product, just comment me! I might be selling it if there's demand.

So yeap! But different facial will work differently. For mine, it takes about a day or two before the pimple is gone, but for some it works longer. Depend on your face! No harm trying! :)

Loved,

2010-07-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

No pictures for today, because I'm lazy to update one or to search for one.

Work today with parents was alright. Went to Paragon and Mum bought Canele's cake for me as requested. haha, a total of 50 bucks were spent for just 6 different cakes.. Best, I've something to munch on while watching soccer later at 2.30am. Baby and me are gonna catch it together. hahah!

Final Theory will be on 5 Aug and I'm lacking of confidence. But I believe I can do if I put effort into it! Elder Bro will be entering his army on 3rd Aug, 2 days before my FTT. Hopefully he'll have a relax time serving army instead of a tough time!! hiakhiak.

Overall, I think things between me and baby are pretty alright now. We're coping fine now. Give and take is something I must remember what we should always have in our relationship!!

Tonight,

2010-07-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

I didnt go to work today and hahahah, I went over to baby's to give him a surprise when he wakes up! Pretty much of a success and I was damn happy too, cos I miss everyone there. :(

Baby's sis told me she bought me a longchamp bag! heheh, I'm so happy and she even got me a handmade bracelet with my name on it. I'll post the photos up soon!

I'm having gastric now...Cos I have not eaten anything yet for the whole day except sweets and chewing gum. I swear I'm gonna puke those gastric fluids out soon because I'm fucking hungry now!! I have 2 baby fighting fishes in my room now. baby told me to take care of them for him because the big ones in his big fishing tanks were bullying this 2 babies. :(

and I received Feliza's stuff this afternoon alr. Just used the scrub and the mask. I feel that my face is getting smoother. shall use the mask everyday and see the results!!!

Holland,

2010-07-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

Feliza recommended some pretty good choice of facial product for acne problem and to have a smooth face, so I'm gonna try it and then recommend it to you guys?:)

yeap! she has really nice complexion though.

and I cant wait to get those product in hand!

Okay, Brazil vs Holland tonight!! It's starting at 10pm. I must win the bet I placed with baby. HAHAHA!

July,

2010-07-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today is the 1st of July and it sucks when the clock strike 12 last night. I swear I was feeling heartbroken, fucked up, pissed, sad whatever bad emotions you can named.

But thank God for Rachel Chiang. who talked to me and listened to me, trying to comfort me.

I love and own you big one, bb!

But today seems to be a little better. Woodlands Driving Centre gave me a call just now and told me to go down to apply my FTT and PDL. It made my day. So next up, I'll be doing my FTT and practical. Super excited. Just cant wait to have my driving license and theres just so many things I wanna do. For now, I'll concentrate on passing my Final Theory first. :)

tata~

Happy girl,

2010-06-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

hi all! I took my Basic Theory Test this morning and I passed!! now I'm waiting to booked my Final Theory and PDL. Cant wait to drive yo!

With transport and all, I dont have to spend money on cabs anymore!

Damn hate my complexion nowadays, pimples like @&#&$@*#*!!!!

Okay crap, I just need more time to sleep. Gonna meet baby tmr, I hope!:(

Its the last day of June alr! July is coming! Time passes by damn fast.

Gonna watch tv now! bye!

Didnt expect you to be like that all of a sudden. I dont recall doing something against you?

LOL, guess you're too free to bother about me.

Dont even know what is affecting you at all. is it because I know your secrets?

lol whatever. bye.

Whats wrong,

2010-06-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

I dont know whats wrong with blogger again but I cant seem to upload pictures. -.-

Damn it, I think theres something wrong again.

Sad maximum. Okay, I'm going to sleep early tonight, because I'm freaking sleepy!!

Baby challenge me that South Korea vs Uruguay, South Korea will win.. But too bad....Uruguay wins. HAHA. awww baby! 50 bucks please! thank you! ;)

Okay, aint gonna blog long anyway, because I'm mad sleepy!

Goodnight!!(L)

AND PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS OKAY?:D

One part,

2010-06-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

Damn happy to receive your text whenever my phone vibrates.

I hope this will stay till forever.

But I know for a period of time, things might stop.

So right now, I'm treasuring all these moment.

For such,

2010-06-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

for what reason am I being like that.

Tired,

2010-06-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

Its damn blur for this photo, but I'm not in a mood to post because I'm feeling damn damn shag.

Woke up at about 7am just to work. I swear my eye bags and complexion is getting from bad to worst. I want to have nice complexion pretty please.

Tomorrow is Father's Day (if I'm not wrong)! So anyone of you have gotten anything for your dad?:)

Having steamboat at home tmr!! heehee like an excited. Because I think I havent had steamboat for long. Supposingly to watch World Cup today but I'm really damn tired, think I'm going to wash my face and sleep after posting this post.

Having a LCD TV and a cable vision in my room is total wonderfulness. LOL..

Baby is over at a friend's bbq. So I dont think I wanna disturb him. hahah, okay.

I'm going off! Goodnight all!

L word,

2010-06-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

I just came back from JB and I bought the L word! Like woohoo~ and I bought The Proposal too.

Sandra Bullock and Katherine Moennig. (L)

Lost money on World Cup yesterday! URGH. and luckily today I didnt bet.

Cos I expected Nigeria to win but Greece won instead. WOW.... impressive.

Okay, I'm going to watch L word now! byebye everyone~

Never alone,

2010-06-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought I'm always standing alone, I never thought that the people who will always be with me is, Rachel Chiang and my dearest baby boy.

Nothing in this world can ever be compared to people like that.

I know that no matter how tough life is gonna be, all I need to do is to hang in there.

FUCKERS,

2010-06-14T18:56:00.002+08:00

ALL OF YOU ARE FUCKERS. NONE OF YOU ARE REALLY WHAT I WANT.

A TERM CALLED, "FAMILY."

NO LOVE, NO WARMTH, NOTHING! ALL SELFISH MOTHERFUCKERS.

ALL that you all ever wanted was to control people.

none of you have ever put yourself into my shoes and think for me at all!

you are all selfish fuckers.

when I needed someone to stood up for me, where are the fuck were you all at?

When I just opened my mouth to speak up a lil, I GET SCOLDED?

YEAH, ALL MY FAULT K. ALL MY FUCKING FAULT.

WHATEVER! TO HELL YOU ALL GO!

Drop dead hawt,

2010-06-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

I think I've been mesmerized by him. He's totally damn charming and damn damn hot!

I've never really been into singers except hearing their songs, but he's one hell that make me love his songs and him.

He came to Singapore like a week ago or something and what a pity I missed his concert!

I didnt even know he was coming to Singapore?!?! Okay, I sucks as his fan.

But at that time I wasnt really into his songs and whatsoever, but after that I have no idea why I went to Youtube and search for ALL his songs and I realise he produces nice songs. Can be compared to Jay Chou. heehee.

Okay, enough of him... I'm waiting for baby's sister to be online and we're gonna skype!

It has been a month or so that I didnt see her! She's coming back on 3rd July and 4th July is Mum's birthday. :)

I'm a sinner today because I skipped church again. sigh.. I swear I'll go back to church soon.

waiting for elder bro's call now and hopefully he'll dabao something yummy for me to eat, havent ordered mac yet..... :( and I'm hungry now!

Ok, byebye~

World Cup Fever,

2010-06-13T01:29:00.004+08:00

Okay, I'm like gonna sleep right after this post. Dont know what else to do so I'm gonna blog.

had a bet with daddy this afternoon on World Cup. He said South Korea would win and I support Greece.

In the end, South Korea scored. damn it! So I own daddy a 10 bucks. hahaha.

So baby is at his aunt's place now waiting for US vs England. and both of us support England. I hope England do us proud k! Gonna go place some bets tmr and hopefully I can win some profit. Wish me some luck please!! I'm not into soccer, but its the World Cup Fever. Its time to earn some money. hahaha.

Okay I'm giving baby a call soon! So I wont blog much.

And this is for YOU,

Thanks so much for letting me know what kind of friend are you. having so much people around you now and you literally just wont give a fuck about me now.

Although I've know so much things about you that totally disgust me, but still I treat you as my good friend, showing most care and concern on you.

But in the end? If I know you dont even appreciate a single thing, I wont give a fuck about you at all. well, from now, I wont anymore.

You can come and go as you wish. I dont give a damn.

If you really care about this friend of yours, you can just send a text asking how am I or even show just a bit of concern and care for me? But no, you dont.

whatever k. best you stay wherever you are.

True friends doesnt exist and it was suppose to start from you. But you just totally disappoint me. I no longer have that respect for you anymore.

2 years 6 months,

2010-06-12T00:36:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 Years 6 Months Anniversary!

Together we came this far,

my longest relationship ever and I'm glad we made it.

Next up will be our 3rd Anniversary.

I'm looking forward to celebrating it with you.

Thanks for all your tolerance and patience.

I have no idea how you manage to tolerate my temper,

my unreasonable and annoying attitude.

After having so much hardship together,

we're still standing strong.

I love you, sweetheart!

Watching World Cup now and I'm gonna order some supper later! 67773777.

heehee. some macspicy would do the trick and fill my stomach hunger.

Elder bro bet on Mexico but it was a draw. hahha.

Okay!! Gonna be on the phone with my babyboy.

Tata~ Goodnight!

whats left,

2010-06-08T16:42:00.002+08:00

Taking a trip down memory lane, browsing through most of the albums I have in my laptop. Photos is what I'm left with. Friends come and go. True friends hardly stay. Maybe I do have, just one or two, but I'm just contented with this few..

In my phone contains photos of the past. With those whom I was closed before, I wanna try to delete them, but I have no idea why I am not able to! Iphone just doesnt allow me to delete anything from Photo Library! If anyone knows how, leave me a comment and teach me how k!:)

maybe its fated that whats left now are memories of the good old days..

Everyone changes, this I do not deny. But if time can revert to the past, I swear I would treasure those days.

okay enough of these emo shitz. Baby is sleeping like a damn pig when he's suppose to be working today!!!!! >:( hahah, from lunch till now, I still feel damn bloated. Think I'll be skipping dinner later.. Feel like just sleeping in this cool and wonderful raining weather...

Missing,

2010-06-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

Being unable to meet you like how often we used to, but in my heart and in my mind is where you'll always stay. I know that someday, things will get better in time..

I watched Hai Pai Tian Xin for the 2nd time today. hahaha, still as touched as usual and still as funny as usual. I wanna get Show's concert DVD!! like seriously~

Might be going over to Malaysia this week!! Clubbing with cousins, shoppings and many more!

and I cant wait for baby's sis to come back from France! she'll be back in another 2 weeks time I think? She's getting me a longchamp bag.

Like a happy~ and baby is starting his career now. he seems much more better than the past! His career is building up and I'm very happy for him.

Hurry 30th June! I wanna get my driving license asap! I hope I can pass my BTT!!

I feel like going back to sleep, not feeling good as the reds are here for the 3rd day. URGH!

But I feel like eating Macspicy! hahah, mum is getting Arnold's Chicken again later, I think.

Fats FTW! LOL!!

2010-06-06T22:04:00.001+08:00

I will be back.......

fuck fatso.

2010-06-03T22:08:00.001+08:00

you make me feel like leaving this house once and for all.

I swear you dont have to worry, once I leave again, I will never turn back nor come back to this fuck up place again.

From now on, this blog post, you will never be a brother of mine.

I have only just an elder brother and thats Jasper Hew.

for you, you're out of my life. Nothing you do will ever concern me. Take this as I'm severing ties with you. I can no longer stand a fucked up person like you anymore.

I wish you die soon, like die and never come back.

I wish you get beaten by gangs out there and DIE!

I'm not saying this just because I'm angry and I mean IT.

I never want to see your fuck face again, bastard.

when I cannot take it anymore, be sure, I WILL NEVER RETURN.

Someday,

2010-05-30T23:35:00.003+08:00

Since most of you asked why arent I putting up his photo, so I'm doing so now k!!!

Stay at home Sunday today.. Did nothing much but just rotting and rotting.

I wanna go to the Food Expo tmr!!!!!! Heard theres tons of yummy goodies and all.

But shut, I dont know how to deal with my diet plan, ah whatever.

Tmr is month end, which means I have to type till late night all the invoices. Urgh.

Okay, whatever k. I should be typing some of it today, but... heehee, I'm kinda lazy.

and mum made me miss my facial appointment due to her many excuses.

June faster come k. I wanna get my driving license so damn bloody badly. :(

ciao~

When I say its love like these,

2010-05-27T20:51:00.003+08:00

I'm listening to some remix on web and I wanna club like soon~~~

hahaha! Considering if I should go to Azzura for the beach party. gonna ask bro if he wants, if not gonna head down to Zirca with them or something along with Melissa Ho. muahahah~ ^^

Like wtf. I'm disappointed in myself. :( I'm suppose to go on a diet but I just kept finding for food every few hours. wtf is wrong with me?! :(

Self-control!!!!!!! Since tmr is a Public Holiday, I'm going to wait till 1am for baby's sis to come online! shes at France now! Gonna skype with her!!

Off to watch tv now~ byebye!

and Please lah eh! CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG LEH! :(

Sad post,

2010-05-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

I'm not feeling good....

I want to be a good girl. :(

Time says it,

2010-05-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Elder Bro's Poly Graduation at Temasek Poly.. He's finally graduated from his 3 years of stressful poly life.

and on Aug, he's gonna serve his National Service. haha but well, he's in Police Force. I dont think its gonna be damn tough!! Congrats to you, Bro! :)

I wanna get a job soon and work hard. Driving license to be taken soon I hope..

Bro is gonna pay for my driving. woohoo~

Okay, I'm addicted to Nightclub city.. hahah! byebye!

Oh yes, DO CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG OK?!?!

BFF,

2010-05-14T20:59:00.006+08:00

HAHAH, okay, this is my BFF that I've always been talking about.. The one who can be there whenever I need her, and can always talk everything under the sun with me no matter what.

Even though we do not contact for a period of time, but whenever we meet up, we would talk about everything and anything. And I mean ANYTHING. even our deepest darkest secret..

Love her to bits.

Life hasnt been good and I wish it would be good soon.. Gonna take my BTT soon and I hope I can have my driving license asap!!!

Malaysia relatives has went back to KL.. so yeap. had a great time with them though.

and PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS OKAY! :)

Lastly,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, JOJO!!!

Birthday post,

2010-05-09T18:26:00.007+08:00

I know I'm late in posting this. But well, I'm actually taking the time to post it now! Sorry for all those who were waiting for this post. Yeap, so thats how I spent my advanced birthday celebration at Supperclub on Labour Day. muahahahaha! I was really happy on that day. So much effort put in by friends and boyfriend. Brother and sisters. Omg..

I will post the pictures up on my 2nd birthday celebration at my place with my BFF on the next post. awaiting for her to send me the pictures first!!!

Last but not least,

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

TO ALL WONDERFUL MOMS OUT THERE.

Bad mood.

2010-05-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.

Please stop putting pressure on me! I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OK!
Fucked up!! No one can ever understand how I feel unless you're in my fucking shoes!!

Officially Legal,

2010-05-05T01:01:00.003+08:00

Its 1am now!!!:D I'm officially legal now! I'm so happy that I dont know what to say.
But most of all, its the people that made my 18th a wonderful one!
Jingyee, Laura, Adeline sis, Angeline, Elder Bro and most importantly, my wonderful Boyfriend.
Thank you so much to these main people who gave me such wonderful birthday be it on Sat or on the day itself! Thank you very much. I really dont know how it feels to have great friends like you all! Especially my BFF who came down even though she has school tomorrow and stayed till 12am! Thank you for everything!!

And lastly, Thanks to all who wishes me, be it on facebook, text messages or msn! still, I'm happy to be wished! Thank you for everything!!! Although it has been with so little people, but these few are enough to make me smile. I'm grateful for all the people I have by my side now.
But I've got to say Sorry to my Girlfriends for not being able to go down on Sat for Dinner. I hope you all can understand.. If I can, I would. But unfortunately....
Sigh. Although I cant celebrate this year with you all, I hope next year I could!
Once again, Thank you for everything!!

Advanced celebration

2010-05-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

I had an awesome wonderful advanced birthday celebration!!! :D Thanks to all those wonderful lovely and awesome people that celebrated with me, danced, party and get high with me all night long @ Supperclub!!!! I swear I love the company. Never enjoyed myself so much before and I'm glad they made my night!

Baby bought the cake and I was totally touched because he was rushing for work but he still run to and fro to get the cake for me. Sometimes I just dont know how blessed I am with you around, baby. Before entering Supperclub, cut cake and all! and when we entered Supperclub, we drank and got high!! I swear it was the best night in my life! Baby left work halfway to club with me for awhile and he left for work again. See!!! I have the best boyfriend in the world ever!! The fucking expensive cake he bought me.. OMG. okay, dont say anymore.

Anyway, I'll upload the rest of the pixxas tmr!!

Meanwhile, I would like to say;

Thanks for the awesome night for those who celebrated with me!

Jingyee, Laura, Royson, Shawn, Marco & Friend, Jana, Winteng, Valerie, Baby, Big Bro and his 2 friends!

Thank you so much! I had a great time with you all! :D

AWESOME GIRLS.

7 more days,

2010-04-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

You took my heart away and you kept it safely in your heart with a lock.
You threw the keys away and told me not to be afraid because you'll never break my heart again.
I know I can depend on you and I can trust you for that.

Excitement ahead,

2010-04-25T19:49:00.004+08:00

I was actually in a mood to blog last night, but then, my mood got screwed later in the night.
So forget about it. I'm in a better mood all thanks to Jingyee, Marco, Shawn, Baby & Kai.
Muahahah. I wont feel any better without them or rather, especially Jingyee.
Trying so much to make my 18th a great one for me. I love you, Lesbo!

I have a feeling it will be an awesome 18th for me this year!!! with awesome people around.
heheheh, I am a happy girl.
Not forgetting elder bro's friends too! It will be a blast as according to Jingyee!! :D
Alright, enough of that..
Just came back from church though. There's beef soup for tonight. I cant wait to nomnom!!
Okay, I think mum is back. Time for beef soup!!!!!:D

Bored, troubled.

2010-04-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

So yes, I'm back after disappearing for god knows how long....
Didnt have the time to be online, dont have the mood to be online and I'm being troubled by many things... As days goes by, I know I am getting matured and I will not let all these issues bring me down. I know NOTHING can bring me down. :)

I'm glad at least when I needed a listening ear, people around me would gladly give me advices, teaches me what to do and make me know what I should do.
Been rather pissed with my Godfather because whatever he says doesnt make sense at all and all he does is saying things that doesnt seems to link at all????

But no matter what, I know that life goes on... All these will just be temporary. It wont be permanent. :)
I trust in God and I know God will make a way for me when there seems to be no way.

Upside down,

2010-04-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

At this very point right now, I'm trying hard to smile. But after all that has happened, I know its hard to fake a smile.
Family problems have blown up and things was actually getting worst. But now, I think it seems a little better...?

I dont wish to talk about the unhappy side, but for those who are close to me, you might know what has happened recently to me..
I thank those who were there for me all the time.
Sheryl, Samantha, Meien, Baby and his friend. Thanks alot for being there for me. asking me if I'm alright and all. I cant be more than grateful for all these friends I had. even though we dont really meet up that often, but still, they are the best I ever had. Thanks alot girlfriends.
I love you girls very much.

2010-04-07T20:19:00.002+08:00

CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS OK?
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do help me click and I'll love you big time!! (L)
MUACKS!!!

ok thanks bye.

Upset.

2010-03-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

Fucking upset now.. I accidentally deleted all the messages baby sent me!!
fuck it okay. fuck my life, like seriously.. :(
Urgh!!

Favourite One.

2010-03-29T23:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 57th BIRTHDAY, DADDY!~

I dont know whats wrong with damn blogger. I keep uploading picture but it doesnt load at all!!
Forget it, make do with wordy post then!
So yes, I went to ICA building to collect my passport early in the morning today but before that, I bus-ed to baby's place to wake him up because he wanna accompany me as he's afraid I might be all alone there and I'm lucky he was there too because if he isnt with me, I will be all alone, bored...

I didnt even collect my passport and I have to go over tmr morning again. YAWNS. I want to frigging sleeep long hours yo. :(
deprive of sleep. Anyway I might be going to Malaysia on Thurs till Sun. Gonna fucking miss my baby boy.. :(
Alright, I'm gonna sleep now too because tmr have to be awake at 6am again!
Bye all!

This beautiful thing,

2010-03-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice,

but falling in love with you, I had no choice. "

I think those sentence are really sweet and real meaningful.

Family day today and I was a good girl today, stayed at home and just doing my own thing. Didnt went out at all. heehee, I'm so proud of myself and finally, my face is being air, been putting lots of makeups and didnt really give my skin to breathe for a day. Pathetic much.

So tmr is Papa's 57th Bird-day!!! I have not gotten him any pressies yet. Oh dear~

Think I'll just buy him birthday cake.. heehee. and I'm really broke now. Shitzo.

okay anyway, talking about yesterday, had a misunderstanding with sam and I'm glad we manage to clear it up.

So I guess this is my advice to people who ASSUMES without knowing it,

Perhaps you should get it clear before aiming the bullet and telling me it was meant for me.

Did you even know right from the start it was meant for someone else?

If you think that by saying such things to me and making me lose someone whom I've known for 6 years, then I think you can give it up. :D

Okay, I think I would end it here. baby is gonna finish his shower soon and I'mma call him in 5 mins!! Adios~

Further studies,

2010-03-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

I'm brooding over what course should I take. Should I go ahead and take courses on Tourism and Hospitality or should I take up Beauty courses? I'm in a serious dilemma now.
An aunty is kind enough to let me learn beauty from her at the rate of 450 bucks for 2-3 months courses. I seriously dont mind because its damn cheap and I think it would at least benefit me and I dont have to always stay at home doing nothing, earning nothing..

I seriously should do some consideration for my future. I dont mind actually. Think I should have a good talk with my parents. But I think mum wanna have cold war with me, she is giving me those faces that I've never liked seeing it..
I might take both courses up. I like Hospitality and I like Beauty too. No idea which is more priority but I'm sure both will benefit me if I put my heart into learning it.

And please do click on my nuffnang ads!!!:D

Photos finally,

2010-03-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

Finally there's photo up on my blog, heheh. Those below are taken at Rachael's place before we left for Chomps!
So anyway, work for about 3 hours and then elder bro's dropped me at baby's.
Drank the soup he reserved for me last night. The soup was definitely awesome-ness to the max!! super happy while drinking it because I feel the love that they had for me.

After drinking the soup we watched a tv show and then baby has to leave for work.
So yeap!! I'm home and posting this.
Dont know if tmr I'm going out, hopefully not.
Anyway I've put up nuffnang, trying to search more to see what else I can put up on my blog to make it look better! Probably, I'll put blogshops that I frequently shopped at!:D
Aidos. on skype with baby now!! byebyeeeee~

Wishes,

2010-03-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

I'm hoping that life will be better soon for baby and me.
I hope that God will improve things for us and make everything well again and of cos not letting my dearest boy suffer this much. Its really heartbreaking to see how your loved ones is suffering and whining to you about his life but yet there is nothing you can do to help him. I really do feel helpless in a way.

I'll stop at the unhappy part. Mum bought a White Musk perfume for me at Body Shop. wasnt bad after all and I dont really fancy White Musk. But I'm so gonna get the perfumes at Body Shop. I think all their perfumes have nice scents. :D
Think I'm going off now and then talk to baby on the phone till we go into our wonderland.

Last but not least,
I'm glad that my dearest Nicolette texted me this evening. It really did made my night.
Hope that things will turn out better for her.
Babygirl, just cheer up and live life happily.
I wanna see the smile you have in you again.
meet me soon and dont always coop yourself at home when you're feeling sad k?
Mommy (L) you.
He will regret that decision someday.

Cheers,

2010-03-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

Fruitful day.
Work > Home > Rachael's Place > Chomps for Dinner > Home.
Met up with Victoria and Melissa too. :)
supposingly to meet Nicolette, but something cropped up for her so the plan was changed.
And I was suppose to meet up with Baby too, but ah, forget it. Guys are always guys.

I'm missing Nicolette Ng now and I wonder where the hell is she.
Give me a call ok! Me is finding you urgently!!

pissed,

2010-03-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling pissed off. Just damn pissed off. Fucking pissed off.
okie, dont feel like blogging anymore.
bye.

Perfect,

2010-03-21T18:00:00.002+08:00

Thugh I'm having a swollen eye, but baby and his mum kept persuading me to go for the family gathering at Jack's Place today!!
I swear the both of them are so cute. No matter how I try to explain to them that my eye hurt, they would simply answer my excuse with many ideas.
HAHAH, really can laugh the minute I think of it.

So cab to Marina Square at about 1230pm and we started eating and all.
Had a great talk with baby's cousin, Mark and his girlfriend.
Both Mark and Baby were like oyster-lovers.
Eating oyster all the time and Escargots(?) something that look like a snail.
Had steak and a whole lot of food.. Totally bloated.
Cut cake and we left at about 330pm. :)
Baby sent me home and now he's playing mahjong with his friends.
hohohoho.
Today isnt a bad day after all though.
I'm loving family day with baby. Never fail to feel loved with all of them around. (L)

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHAEL PONG!! :D

LOVE YOU BIG TIME.

sorry today cant make it to your chalet, will make it up to you. (L)

And last but not least,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ONG JINGYEE.

My one and only dearest Lesbobo.

Though we may have drifted further and further, but no matter what, whenever you need, I'm just a call away for you.

Meet me up soon and you know that I miss you terribly.

I wanna see you soon!:D

See you on my birthday celebration alright? :)

I love you babe. (L)

Truly sorry,

2010-03-17T01:37:00.002+08:00

This whole chunk of post will be just for my another half,

Hey baby,
Yesterday we had a terrible quarrel that nearly caused us to lose each other..
I'm truly sorry for what has happened.
The jealousy drive in me is really high that I get so jealous whenever I hear/see you with someone else.
But isnt it normal for me to feel this way, its because I love you thats why I'm having this feelings in me.
I cant explain the love I have for you, but I just wanna let you know I love you very very much.
You know I've never been so deeply in love before.
You know I've never knew what love is before I met you.
Because of you, I knew what love is.
Because of you, I know that it takes two hands to clap to make a relationship better.
I know at times I've been really unreasonable and totally pissed the fuck outta you,
but still you continue to be patience and tolerant towards me,
waiting for the day when I'll change my attitude and my character.
I'm really sorry baby.
I didnt mean to behave this way either.
I didnt mean to always pissed you off all the time.
I should have been understanding enough, knowing you are having so much burden with you and yet instead of loosing your burden for you, I'm adding on to them.
I promise I'll not let your relationship falter.
I promise I'll make this a better one.
I will change myself. Just wait, baby.
I dont know how to make myself better even though I've apologised to you.
But I still feel bad for what has happened.
I just dont know how to say I really treasure this relationship very much.
Your words was totally hurting.....Hurt me so bad that I felt like giving it up.
But....I just cant let go.... I dont know why.
Baby, I love you very much. Forgive me for all my wrongs.
This is an apologetic post to you.
Hope you know how you mean to me and I never want to lose you.

Memories,

2010-03-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

I miss clubbing with this four bitches! miss all those fun times we used to share!
Found that photo in my folder and I realise I do miss them.
Maybe its a hint to me that I should meet up with them real soon~

So anyway, to summarise what has happened. Things are going fine for now.
And I'm feeling quite alright now.
So I'm just updating a little in here because I'm going to catch a tv show now on Chn 8!
hahah. till then!

Just mean so much,

2010-02-19T00:45:00.002+08:00

Blogging at this godly hour now because I'm waiting for my dearest boyfriend to finish his mahjong sessions and I can accompany him on the phone while he is on his way home.
I'm tired, but who cares~ I'm giving up my sleep for him!!

For the last two days, things werent going on well for both of us. Quarrels were something that we had for the past two days. But I guess both of us have decided to compromise and have also decided to put an end to this damn bloody topic.
It has been such a pain in the ass over the same topic and over the same person.
But I seriously hope she would know her damn limits.

I think my blogging bug just got turned off while I was typing that paragraph. and for no reasons, I need to a pack to fag and my stomach is hurting so bad now!!!
ohmygod. :(

First Day,

2010-02-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year! How was everyone's visiting today? Mine was absolutely great!

Woke up at late afternoon, got myself dressed and all while waiting for dad to wake up.

So left the house at around 3pm plus and we went over to Mount Vernon to pay our respects to Grandma and Grandpa's columbarium.

After which, head over to Grand-Uncle's place for visiting and eat a lil there.

left there around 5plus and met baby at the MRT.

We went over to baby's aunt's place at Toa Payoh. Ate again and I think I'm really gonna gain HELLA weight this New Year.

slack and all, chat with baby's sis and mum.. then the sky changed from dawn to dusk.

and thats when the gambling begins!

Our base was actually 14 and at the end of the game, we got like about 70plus bucks.

Not a bad one! :)

baby and me make a great combination team! :D

Left at around 11pm and we head over to Li Han's new place @ Punggol.

Its a nice place though! I like and their kids are so adorable.

headed home at around 12am and I think baby is gambling at his friend's place again.. this time round its mahjong.

hahaha! oh well, wish him luck!

might be tonning tmr. Hopefully I wont be tired. I'm gonna sleep now! Feeling damn shag and all after all the fun and enjoyment.

This year chinese new year is sure GOOD! :D

will upload all the pixxx onto fb when CNY is over! Let me take more first! ;)

Reunion Dinner,

2010-02-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hope everyone have a wonderful reunion dinner today!

I had a wonderful dinner with both families today. Really happy! :D

Although I just spent a few mins eating with them, but I was there for over 2 hours!!

difficult to juggle both side of the families but well, everything seems fine though.

I'm gonna head to church at 10pm, but I'll just update a lil in my space here cos I havent had the time to on my lappy and do an update. Been coming home late at night like aound midnight?

and once I got home, got really shag and worn out that I would just doze off in my bed.

Tmr will be visiting Grand-uncle and then reunion dinner again at Baby's Aunt's place!

Oh my. Its my first time celebrating chinese new year with this silly boy because things didnt went the way we wanted it to be last year.

But in future, it will be good! :D

And I'm really glad baby's mum is like so happy whenever I'm around.

At least I manage to please both baby's aunt and mum!

It feels like I'm having the bond btw all of them now, especially baby's sis!

We really do have the fate, I believe?

Alright, finally I can have my beauty sleep tonight till tmr afternoon before the visiting starts!

Yay!!!

Adios~

Traumatize,

2010-01-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

Dont ever talk to me about Iphone. I'm still traumatised for the loss of my fucking Iphone.
I curse that fucker who took the iphone to die.
If it is a guy, i hope your fucking dick rot and you accidentally burn it with a lighter!!
If it is a girl, I hope your motherfucking virginal stinks like theres no tmr!!
TO HELL YOU GO!!!!!!
Fuck you for taking the phone and not picking up my call when I keep calling and worst still, YOU HANG THE FUCKING CALL.
Damn you suckers!! BIG MOTHERFUCKING WHORE!!!!
Okay fuck, my mood is screwed again. BYE!

Things that never ends,

2010-01-20T23:18:00.005+08:00

This friendship that started 5 years ago....

The person always truly there for me.

The one that always lend me a listening ear.

The one that keeps my secret well.

The one that never fail to give me comfort when I'm down.

One of the best I ever had. (L)

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Met Jojo at her place ytd. Had a great time with her though. So much to catch up, so much to talk about. :D

Left her place around 10pm. :)

I couldnt help smiling after I see her. It has been really long since I last met her and things around us seems to change. But its really great overall! :)

Work today and then came back home. I'm suppose to do somethingfor baby's sis before she leaves on Friday, but I'm too lazy to get my ass moving..

Sentosa on Friday for the Sec 4 2009 gathering?? I'm not sure if I'm going. Most of them arent going!! ):

But I really wanna get tanned. fuckkk! haha.

alright!! waiting for baby's call now and he hasnt called!!!!

hopefully he'll call soon~ :)

Words,

2010-01-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

Dont ask me why I posted this picture up though it is so blurrr. But well, this picture is just full of love in it. :D

Its a Saturday today and I'm staying at home because baby is out with his sister.. :D

but still, I'm a happy girl but someone just has to ruined it...

I know you would be reading my blog, but hey, once you've given out something, you shouldnt be asking it back at all!

You said you would be giving it to me and you brought it down to me.

Then? just only a day has passed and you're asking it back from me.

Can you just dont so ridiculous? I did nothing wrong and I swear I really did nothing!

I merely just texted you in the night and when I woke up, you asked me to return you the stuff back.

Seriously, coming to think of it, I really start to wonder if you really are a man.

Usually, someone will never do things like that..?

I've never come across such things before and its happening to me.

You volunteered to get it for me and you gave it to me, and now for some unknowing reasons, you asked me back for it when I'm happily using it now?

I just dont understand you at all. I seems so lost in here now.

and for no reasons, you just told me you wont be contacting me anymore..

I really dont know what the fuck is going wrong here now....

ah, I'm having enough stress, its time I take a break.

All I want is a simple and not complicating life, but such is life.

Anyway, back to what I wanna say,

I've never seen baby smiling to happily before and I'm really glad I caught him in surprise.

hahah! so his birthday is approaching really soon and I really dont know what to get for him!!

Someone please give me some opinions?

Baby needs a sport shoes now and I'm gonna get him one soon!

but before that, I need to order his birthday cake~

Planning some surprises for him! heeheee! ^.^

25th Month,

2010-01-12T23:19:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 Years 1 Month, baby!!

It has been 2 Years and 1 Month, though we recently had a quarrel just before this special day, but still, you're the man I love the most. Because I care for you that is why at times I would be mad at you for your mistakes. You've been so tolerant with me, for all my nasty temper, for all my stupid attitude problems and for all the harsh words I used on you.

I know at times I've been so rational and unreasonable to pissed you off, but you never took it to heart and still forgive me and love me even more.

Thanks baby, I know I can never find someone like you anymore.

You're just the best and will always be the best. (L)

Met up with Idiot and Vic at compass earlier on. walked to 313 and went into Cotton On.

Bought my cardigans and we left to cine. Got my tongue pierced over there and we head to Plaza Sing while vic went home.

Ate Pastamania and I left home first in order to get Mum's stuff before the shop closes.

My tongue is swelling now and I hope it'll get better soon!!!!! :D