Forever and always,

Been on an hiatus for way too long, wanted to blog last night but internet was being a bitch.
For the past one month of my life, so much has happened. But nevertheless, I had my best friends & girlfriends to tide those bad times with me.
And of cos, this important guy that played a big role in my life for almost two months.

J,
You taught me how to love and not ask for anything in return. Because there's you, I grew up.
Whatever I've done for you before, I've NEVER done for anyone in the past. Be it waking up super early to prepare early breakfast for you knowing you had an important tests to sit for and you need some food in your tummy. Going the extra miles for you and whatsoever.
I dont ask for you to do anything in return, but all I need to know is that you're happy.
We had this argument last week, which made me realise how unreasonable I could be when feelings takes control of me.
Yes, I'm being too dependent on you that every weekend, I'm looking forward to spending it with you.
There may be a barrier between us, but I'm gonna overlook that barrier and just live as each day passes by.
I dont know if you would even come across my blog. I wish you would one day..
I kind of like the way we are now. I'm sorry for being a bitch the previous week, till now I still feel bad. Perhaps I'm paranoid, but I just feel we somehow seem to drift apart bit by bit.
I dont want this feeling and I never like this feeling......
I'll always be here for you, ALWAYS.